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We are not the people of tomorrow. We are the people of today. We decide tomorrow. We have a big dream. Too big to handle. We divide the dream into milestones. We divide and conquer. Just like a functional programming thing, they divide the problem into sub problems. Then return the answer from sub problems. They were combined to provide a result. The result, thus, an answer for our big dream. We are vastly superior than a machine. We have heuristic function on the each of the sub process. We evaluate the function and adjusting it into the demand. Unfortunately, as we evaluate the function, which is our way to achieve dream. We often reallocate our objective, namely dream, into other sector. We often confused by the real dream and the thing we think we are supposed to achieve. We waver at our big goal because of waves compromises. As we sail, we got stormy nights. Things that make our crews think that the captain is insane. Just like when Columbus started to be doubted by his crews in ...

People tell lies. Even Superman cried. Nobody wants to be lonely. What people afraid of is their existence. People will die eventually. But, why lingering and cheating death we seek? Nobody wants to be non-existence. Non-existence itself is a paradox to its word of being exists. Everybody hates to be hated. Why we hurt each other? Why we hurl hatred among us? Is it really religion that we seek? So, tell me, why do you said your God is benevolent but you kill people? People keep asking me where is this God that said being good leaving people died in vain. You said the law of God is just yet you keep many people homeless. I don't ask the whole nation For a nation is an absurb concept Lies should be told instead truth I ask you, my brethen If there is a meaning of this kinship If there is a morale behind it. What keep you silence? What keep you stop? From being just and loveful. Many still loves the chaired man. But he's already gone. His tomb already cold. His idealism, would it ...

[WARNING] ADULT ONLY POST. CHILDREN PLEASE LEAVE. [/WARNING] Boy, oh, boy, what a bad week. There is this slaughtering against Ahmadiyah . Then, three churches burnt in Temanggung. The worst of all, Kompasiana deleted "Agama" section . I said the last one as the worst part is because it is the worst of all. Censoring all the stuff hidden without people knowing is like a time bomb. We don't know how people opinied about anything, especially things where common ground is should be established, i.e. religion. I think the way people think now is becoming more immature. Why do people live in false pretense that everything is alright when everything isn't? IMHO, let people tell what on their hearts and make it an indicator of how far we are being misled. Those crocks, I mean radical religious leaders, often spoke ill things to their follower. These ill things would led us to think that there is someone need to be "fixed". I mean, what is tolerance? I still dislik...

Yes, I admit that I didn't want Indonesia to win. I even didn't want to watch the game. I wished Malaysia would spanked Indonesian squad. BUT... I hate the way Malaysia won. I hate the way of supporters in Malaysia treated our national team like that. No, not because it was sly, but it just made them to have an excuse to whine! Them: - The "Name that shall not be mention" that licking our president boot. - The corrupted officials of our national football association. - The players. Look here, they were delusional trying to think they were the best team. Out of five winning that they achieved so far, they took it in here, GBK. Christian Gonzales is 34, how many years do you think he would be able to continue supporting our team? Do you think just Irfan Bachdim can replace him? I bet two years in the Indonesian league and he will be rotten just like others. Like the selfish Bambang Pamungkas and the imbecile Ridwan. This euphoria is not answering the problem of our nati...

Is it really weird if you could relate yourself with Dexter? Is it really weird to have a dream of being household husband?

I pray that we would have a better election system, so that people like this can never be elected. I pray for the day that I would choose the person that I feel capable. Not some pig that smug some pig money to some pigs that making them in the election list. I pray for a day when my country politicians have balls to keep their words. I pray for the day that will come that a person can be in a position because of his/her capability not because of his/her gender, religion, or any attribute the person have. I pray I have a president that have balls to protect such person. I pray I have a series of governments that reign with a common vision. That would not change curriculum like takin' shit. Sorry, God, for the measle of my vocabulary that infecting this prayer. I pray for forgiveness. I pray for Indonesia, if there is such a thing called Indonesia. I wish I could be called Indonesian, have a right in this country just like others. Not afraid to call Your name in anywhere I go. Doin...

Do we need a god or a vending machine? The one that would gives us with whatever we want as we chip in our coin into The one that won't have a personality, a perfect doll that we can ditch whenever we feel like doing so. The one that we don't need to be in 24x7. The one that can be betrayed easily. The one that can be claimed whose voices are from. The one that can ensure our supremacy. The one that we can say that our voices belong to. The one that wouldn't mind if we kill one or two. Our raison d'etre is mere a decoration. We never did have it as our pledge. We didn't even walk away with rational mind. We doubt the existance. If god so real why people killing each other? Is god a deceiver? That pretends to be honest and merciful. Yet legitimate the slaughter of people other than believer. That can be easily disturbed by the presence of others and be so afraid to lose his/her/its people. Is he/she/it that afraid to lose? Then, don't you think that god is n...