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This is the first post of 2006. I'm glad we've managed ourselves in the past year. I hope we still around and keep kickin' some ass.

Yeah, what on earth I'm blabling about.

This post is just for pleasure, don't read the next if you wish.

You only wasting your time.

Time, what an absurd measurement to say to loose your time. Time just a contantly increasing linear function. Everyone that I know have the same function which is f(x) = x; where x is (0..UNLIM). So, why mention loosing time? Heck, nothing is lost here.

If you playing around and not get serious, then you might ended up as an ordinary person. Why bother? why regret that? Even if you take your life seriously, you suffer a lot to become a champ. Many pain exist and in the end the result is constantly the same.

People work for food and feed to do work. How foolish we are, feels gotta get more by working hard but in the end loosing much. At the last, it will become zero again and here we are at the starting point again where it ends.

Yes, in the end, everything is becoming zero. Not a thing stayed.

Many believe in American dream, including those fanatics in Middle East. Ha.. ha.. ha.. ;(
They've failed to see lie in that false dream. Furthermore, they try to grasp it with their miserable lives.

Sadly, if they can see, many of those person who managed to grasp the dream have lost their souls. This is the fact, but why many unwilling to see? This is the thing I managed to study about the false dream.

A big house, with each has their own bedroom. I don't see any people live their lives happily ever after in such houses. Many of them never stayed to long in the house. Why? This can be explained as such: That big house just make people alone. Bigger space means solicited more. Thus, the inhabitants feel uneasy about their supposed to be called home. Furthermore, less interaction is become a hazardous benefit that make people's heart weakened. That's why many feel uncomfortable stayed there and choose to be there less.

A fancy car, where would all people starring at. This is the one to defy feeling of being lonely and unrecognized. One of the needs that human must be fullfilled are the need of other's recognizing. By having the car, felt like accepted in broader community. Try to upgrade, try to put some blink-blink on it (like those rapper). It can be helped, you must try hard, work hard because the price of doing it ain't cheap.

Gotta get more loans, gotta pay more bills, gotta get more info, gotta be the one, gotta be the first to know and first to have!

Human, hiding in their belonging are their petrified feeling of being unrecognized ....

A perfect person to love, whose charm are the world's number one. Psst, don't tell anybody: a perfect person tends to have ill-sex behaviour (called it homo/lesbian, bestiallity, and such). Usually, with their perfect appearance, the person don't get along with their surrounding. Some of the surrounding threatened by the person existance and try to resist it by hate or even worse, admire the person and try to have the person by all mean.

Gosh, what am I saying here? Nothing much, just my two cents. Many people believe that WYSIWYG. For a text editor it may be true, but to a person to be judged by that is totally wrong.

A person is a volatile variabel. They tend to change, even when in the process of identifying them. That's why, people are not suitable to be clusterred. You may cluster the community, but you cannot do the same in the person belong to that.

Bah, this is to much to be written. Before I filled this entry with phychological crap and some weird scientists saying, I think I must stop. Furthermore, it may lead to more phillosophical and may be get into religere.

This entry should be fun, full of comfort. This entry should be light. Argh! I'm gettin' bored here.

Rotten people, just chase your wildest dream: an American dream.
Try to grasp and feel your soul consumed.
Follow them and feel your cause have lost.
Chase them and have your feeling lost.
Master them and have your life enslaved.

Cause in the end, you ended up dead.... Why? Because you have lost your family, sacrifice your lifetime, and (the most I see) suffered by grasping all of it.

You think I'm lying? What are those tears dropped at night? What are that ache in your heart?

A warm place where smilling faces greet you. A place where a bowl of meal full of blessed grateful. A place where you drop happy tears. A place where you could trust your heart. A place where you want to be. A place called home...

Comments

  1. Anonymous4:26 PM

    eh jep, jangan cuman nulis doang dong. do it. kalo pengen serius, ya serius bener.

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