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WAW. I could not trust myself, I'm doing stuff that will never come again. I fill all of my Christian friends testimonial. That may would never happen again. It is too long, for every person I must personalize the word. I was online last night until 23.30 just to post half of them and half of them this day. But, I am glad been able to do that. That was a great achievement of mine and it was a very, very rare one. Well, to sum it up, merry Christmas everyone. YOU ARE DEARLY LOVED. Edit: What the heck am I doing here, this is Chistmas and I'm in front a computer. Gah, I must get a life. ;P

After a long period of time, my baby, semangat45, has been reborn after its long sleep due to the harddisk lost. It can't be helped, I was using a borrowed one. So when the user claimed, I just gave back the harddisk. Okay, enough with chit chat, there is a long way to go and hopefully I'm not getting bored in the writing stuff. Okay, I was looked at xensource.com and found out that they have made their own virtualization solutions. There was 3: XenExpress, XenEnterprise, and Xen[sumthin, I don't remember quite well]. All was non-free except the XenExpress, so I decided to download the XenExpress. XenExpress is an ISO contains Xen client (for Windoze and GNU/Linux) and an installation of dom0 (the host). I installed the Windoze client and installed the dom0 at my baby. The installation ran well. It installed itself like common installation, quite neat. I'm getting bored here, so here's the screenshot of the : That picture is the windoze client. It is built on Java a...

Hmm... gw baru sadar, ada yang sesuatu yang berbeda. Sekarang semua orang (yang sudah bekerja tentunya) bertambah makmur. Beda banget! Duh, kok sekarang ud ada buntelan di perut. Pegawai PPSI bukanlah pegawai perkantoran sesungguhnya. Omg, orang kantoran asli pasti pake fantofel ama parfum. Gw ud susah ngeles pas ditanya mana pasangannya. Duh... gw ini jojoba, apakah seorang jomblo tidak boleh mempertahankan haknya?

http://www.detikinet.com/index.php/detik.read/tahun/2006/bulan/12/tgl/18/time/082559/idnews/721066/idkanal/408 I'm speechless.

Happiness not related to whatever you have, but it's closely related to what you don't have. Human's basic fact is their needs are continuingly increasing. Almost everyone (if you don't want to be added, so I just use almost) chase something in their lives. That something is a thing that makes them fully and content, which is non existing thing. Now, catch your inner and ask yourself. Why do you want to do what you want to do now? Err.. OK, I'll just straight to the point. I think you could miss the point if I must describe what we need. YOU NEED TO FULLFILL YOUR EXISTANCE . So, in order to do that, you find a great job, hot chick/man, ranks, etc. You want to be acknowledged by people. In that feeling, your ego plays high. You seek out to do something. THE PROBLEM IS not everyone can be satisfied and even some may be a victim to other's ego. The victims, whom has their ego desecrated, begin to desperate. Then, after a long lack of ego fulfillment, they become t...

Happy is something that you are not right now. Why? Lemme ask u, d u feel satisfied? Many things already in your grasp, but why are you moaning? Sometimes it doesn't make sense when you are yelling to someone that incapable to do something beyond the person's ability. Why do you push people? How can you urge people to be happy when you are not? You have knowledge, you have money, your table is never left without a bread. Why are you crying? You have people around you, but you tend to ignore them and try to cactch something beyond everything to please your idealism? How come? You want to get better but you get hurt. Because of what reason do you angry of yourself? Have you forget that there is always somebody that loves you so much. You know what, your problem is that you don't want to be true to yourself. Admit what you're thinking, say it and don't take it into your heart. I know, sometimes it lead to destructive act. That's why you need a friend. If you too sh...

Are you really happy now?