To everyone that think otherwise than anyone else:


They may shut your dream and say impossible things. Well, the only thing that make it impossible is the thought of yourself creating a wall where you cracked.

A wise man said:
Life is like foreign language and everybody said it wrongly.
Life is like a fractal. No one knows and it is difficult to watch. But as a grand design, it illustrates the most beautiful painting.

Do you know rainbow comes after the rain? Today maybe your dark day, tommorow shall come a rainbow of your life.

Everything is in place. Everything is intact. The only wrong thing is your way of thinking and seeing things. Why don't you look around?

You may see a person have a better life than you. See it for yourself. No one have their lives without a hard time. You may see the person in the person best fruit.
No one have the right to say you are nothing, crap, sh*t, or junk. If they have done so, they are trying to say that to Your Creator. Don't be pissed off, coz there is up there already pissed. You are created dearly!
The Creator self have said that you are beautiful, a crafted jewerly. Your disabilities may be your advantages if you know how to use it.

Grateful is the power of life.
-created by JP-
Man, so much temptation I've here...

Not just hot pics downloaded by other perverts, but you know the one that us as computer scientists tempted to do....

I'm so pissed that my current Warnet can play BattleNet only in a server and it only can be registered by one IP. OK, I've got seduced to change the IP address and try to register again in other name, my nick. Hmm... if I can change my name, how 'bout bypassing the billing system and, let's say, put the bill about 1 hour? Nobody notice in the crowd about it until it's too late.

Hmm... take it easy, JP. Take a deep breath and blow it out slowly. Easy... easy... good

How 'bout open a friendster page. You have a new friend request there...

OK, then I tried to open the friendster. HOLY COW!!! (it's connected with COW in that mapping game alongside with CASH COW and.. what the??)

I open it and I already logged as someone else. COOL.. eh I mean NO! That lucky person... how dare he challenged me! How dare he tempted me to do something with his profile...

ARGH... alrite, this conversation should be done. I must get out from this Warnet. Man, this is too much. I think Friendster should have policy about session just like Yahoo! or Google Mail. If not, someone like somebody not me will use the login to do internet jamming. Btw, I don't have the ability to do so. It's against my belief... (OK, I'm not so religious but...)

Audioscrobbler also have the same behaviour, btw.

Hmm.. funny thing just passing in my head about security. It's from the Belua (??) security seminar or something. Man, that crap! I can't stand to laught.

Imagine, from a session, a guy promoted a system where every single SSH tunnel is drived into the territory of Admin in an enterprise. OK, let me speak in human language.

Imagine this:

In an enterprise, every single information that encrypted must be decrypted into a firewall before it's sended over the network such Internet (I use lame word as Inet from now forward). In the firewall server, the information will be examined by a tool (I've forget the name of the crap, I don't remember crap apps!). The firewall is held by an administrator (or bunch of).

Trying to wipe misuse disaster of a company by depending to some bunch of people is a hell great way to DESTROY your company. No matter how people are, the temptation is too much to not misuse it! Man, I could even sell Jesus for that privilege! I can collect the company account and any personal account that passing by.

That man shows how incompetent he is to be a security admin, he and his company! Though he's from abroad (you know, island that can sink if every people from Indonesia put litter on it), he cannot say that my country that damned fool! My country is the land of carders and Inet punksters how can he talk about security that easy!
[Note: gw gag mo ngehina dia, tapi entah deh... Pokoknya gw gag maksud hati. Kalo dia ato yang berhubungan dengan dia baca blog gw, gw mohon maaf sebesar-besarnya. Gw cuma pengen curhat buang stres. Ampun, Bang. OK, I'll go polite.]

I think he doesn't even learn about the division of three. Yup! An enterprise should function in three different role, so does this ICT stuff. You should consider to do division of three task. So, each role can responsible to other one and watch over the other one.

Argh... Why this post just like a lecture???

Go find yourself about the three division and social Inet in an enterprise. You might dig it yourself. Those are the topic of my free research, so if I have time, I'll write down it.

Btw, the clock is running late. So, I think I've manage myself to gain conciusness against the evil temptation.

Bye, I don't need this thread anymore as I have already finished my business without any misuse of other's account. Thank you, Lord!
I've found an interesting quote from my friend's blog:
To my close friend that know of my story. Am I really that much of missing life? Is the robotic life I have is not life?
Hmm... I've just thinking about something when I've write down my resume (CV). There was an interesting part that I am thinking rite now. Man, I've wondered why on earth my CV was not so many to write off.

OK, started with organization experiences.

Eversince in highschool, I have bitter thought about student organisations. Student council or OSIS for example, I think this was a fraud organization with lack of discipline and they had an ospek kind of thing. I disrespect them for later.

Later, my friend told me that people in higher education have better work attitude. He said that student organization in the university is kind of professional and have no jibberish stuff. But, prove me wrong, I see student council in F******m and B*M U* have the bad thought out of me. They shattered my dream of professionalism.

F******m SC, doesn't have enough reputation to live for. Even so, their throughputs and visions are low. Can they envision something? Nope, they even have the deadliners attitude. I'm sorry guys, I too have this kind of attitude, but to have an organisation this big to have that is way too far. Maybe, I don't think there are enough people with commitment to do the rite stuff. CMIIW, coz I don't mean to harm people with my statements. So, I'm sorry.

B*M U* are the worst of them all. Scandals that attacked the leader and many issues have corrupted them from the idealism that they thought lifted high as their banner. The thing is, I don't want to talk about it, about how some people are getting paid for demonstration (ups..). :-P

So, where I should waste my talents? I ended up with joining spiritual organisations. I am activist in my church, this is my list of ability:
1. Worship Leader.
2. Teacher of youth (Remaja).
3. Band player. (Keyboardist and bassist, used to be drummer but the vacancy is filled with many talented people)
4. I'm one of the team member of Afternoon Service.
5. I'm one of the member of Youth council. I'm coordinator of the spiritual section.

In campuss, I had the experience to have:
1. Member of POSA Fasilkom (as prayer section).
2. Member of coordinator of PO Fasilkom.
3. Keyboardist at PUI 3 2005 (2004?)
4. Keyboardist at Kebaktian Pengucapan Syukur Maba dan Alumni Baru 2003.
5. Keyboardist X-mas @ Fasilkom, nursing faculty.
6. One of guitarist in Fasilkom.
7. Replacement of Small Group Leader.
8. Panpenmaru 2006.

In highschool:
1. Member of christian student council.

hmm... you may think I'm such religious. Not quite at all, folks. I am not one of the people that have golden ring above my head. It's just that I had a research about people organisations, especially this type.

From the people that get involved with this activity -- data gathered since highschool until now -- the data show positive correlation between Religious and Achievement. Meaning, the more religious the person, the more result the person can achieve.

When I studied, I found that anybody that have experience in such organisation tend to have well behave manner and high responsibility. But, the best result from it that I manage to see is the devotional act that they have. Man, I have a friend that have sense of belonging in very high term. This organisation also have the vision stated clear and have long term program (known as mission) and have their programs in a guidance book (also called as The Bible).

Moreover, the leader of this group have the better understanding about leadership that make them capable of running a group of people more efficient. I studied, no man wants to be ordered unless they see their leader do the good thing. The leaders learn to be devotional, thus making them have more respect on themselves.

Duh, this is getting dull. I stop there... More of my research are the courtesy of myself.. hehehe....

But, I'm aware that not many people realise the throughput of people that have religious activity. So, all of those experiences I put away from my CV. I think my experiences would be advantages for me when I am already working.

Next, how 'bout my experience?

1. Hmm... I could tell you that each year I have at least 1 religious meeting known as Retreat.
2. I have attended youth meeting held by YLKI, but I've forgot what the heck that.
3. I have many seminars attended and they have no prove cause I thought at the time about the experiences I could gathered not the real.
4. I have been a speaker to some of student forums, e.g. once in a Vice/President Candidates Debate BEM UI 2006/2007.
5. My internship at BPPT with not-finished project SMS Gateway.
6. Hacking kernel, apps, and stuff.
7. (once) cr**king apps and such (Ups... no way Jose! No evidence!)
8. SMUN webmaster(though it's no more)
9. Assistant of DPBO.

So because of my clumsy thought, I only managed to fill out my CV with my internship experience.

Having my Geocities site cracked, I wondered why on earth those noobs hacker wannabes still insist on going cracking anything. If you do have guts and really a true hacker, go hack some programs. Why not help the Open Souce Community, or maybe you just don't have enough brain and skillz to do so? Hmm.. I'm ashamed to people that crack (OK, I'm ashamed of myself.. a bit). Besides, can we put on our CV like this: Cracking Apps X with fishing and Hex disassembler, cracking site X through port Y, etc? All I know that would be evidences to put us behind bars.

Next, how 'bout my event experience?

1. Many of religious events from highschool and university, e.g., chairman of Christian Organizations Tour of SMUN 81, member of RPI 2003 & 2004 as Transportation and Financial, and member of my church youth retreat event.

2. J2EE Seminar & Workshop as kuli bangiunan (what the English word for Utility?)

3. Debian Conference 2 as numpang nama bikin acara (what the English word for that?)

OK, I have only 3 types. #1 is going no where. My oh my, I've never attended #2 and #3. I only manage to get to work but don't show up in the day the two events. I guess I'm a lame.... Nope, there are some excuses, but I don't intend to reveal it right now. Anyway, I've managed to get the #2 and #3 in my CV.

So, in the end I've write down so little in my CV, 1 and some line. My CV only reflects the little of my potentials. That's OK, I like being my potential like iceberg. I have a reason that going on since highschool to prove something. That reason also why I kept my IP between 2.75 and 3.00. But, that's the other story. If someone wants to hire me, show me some trust and I'll give them results! U never know when I'm really getting SERIOUS!
I'm jobless....
Because of the increasing use of Ubuntu in the campuss, I will shed a light to have your Ubuntu shining. This is the ultimate installation noob's guide.


For you folks whom want Ubuntu only OS, there is no preparation necessary except to get your installer CD/DVD.

For those that already have an OS such as Windoze, you must prepare a good partition. Normally, 5 Gigs (Gigabytes) is enough. But, for ultimate fun, I recommend 10 Gigs spares for the linux partition.

[NOTE: Partition is like dividing your harddrive into pieces of drive, just remember apple pie.]

Installing Ubuntu Base System

I assume we are using Ubuntu 6.06 (Dapper Drake).
  1. Boot from CD: Turn on your computer and put the installation CD into the CD/DVD drive and select to boot from CD/DVD drive (often by pressing button). Just press to boot from the CD/DVD.
  2. After you in the graphical mode, you could see a little picture called icon where in the bottom of it says "Install". Now, move your mouse pointer to it and click it to install Ubuntu to your harddrive.
  3. Follow the logic of the installer up unto one point where you are asked whether you want to:
    • Resize your harddrive. This option is to easily drag the partition bar to have empty space for ubuntu installation. Select this if you already have a single partition of Windoze and have sufficient free space for Ubuntu. Drag the bar so that it have 10 Gigs of free space.

    • Reformat your harddrive. This is for the one that dwells in glory. This option is to diminish all content of you harddrive and start a new structure just for only Ubuntu. Cowards and those who have precious data should NEVER choose this option.
    • Manually format the partition. This is for you whom have spare a partition(s) before you go to the installer. This option will launch an application called GParted to partition your harddrive manually.
  4. I suggest our linux structure is:
    • 1st partition is for dedicated Linux Swap. If you manually partitioning your harddrive/HD, you could choose around 512 Megs or 1 Gigs depending on your memory. Sometimes you just need 128 Megs or 256 Megs. I have 512 Megs memory installed and I choose 512 Megs for the swap partition. In heavy use of my computer, it only used about 200 Megs of its space. For bigger memory, it may less than that.
    • 2nd partition is for the system or root directory. I prefer the filesystem is ReiserFS not the default EXT3.
    • I suggest you make your [/usr] directory into its own partition. This [/usr] will be huge as you install more apps and blink-blink. But, this step is optional. I prefer the filesystem is ReiserFS not the default EXT3.
    • If you have sensitive data, I suggest you could make 4th partition specifically for home. So, if you decided to become a scientist and vandalize your system, it would have minimal damage. I prefer the filesystem is ReiserFS not the default EXT3.
    • Make a partition of FAT32.
  5. Just next.. and fill the blank until it said finish. Reboot and have your ubuntu.

Set The Important

This section is for people whom live in a prison called proxy. You must set your system for proxy. I'm sorry the following 'cause I'm using Bahasa Indonesia for menu. I think you have the idea.

Setting Gnome

Goto: System-> Pengaturan-> Proksi Jaringan
Fill with the address of your proxy.

Setting wget

WGET is a powerful command line downloader used by many apps to download anything. Installer usually use this software to install anything. To set this app, you just edit the wgetrc file.

# sudo gedit /etc/wgetrc

Find two lines that contain "http_proxy" and "ftp_proxy" and change the value with yourown proxy. E.g.
http_proxy =
ftp_proxy =

Setting apt

APT is used to install everything in Ubuntu ('xcept u would be a hardcore compile it from the source). Set it to use proxy. To do it, create new settings in a file.

# sudo gedit /etc/apt/apt.conf.d/10Proxy

Now, fill this in the new file:
http {
Proxy ""; "DIRECT";
Save it. If you notice, I have domain with DIRECT keyword. It means, my system doesn't use proxy for host Set it if you have local mirror of ubuntu repository. Add every repository that do not need proxy.

Install Everything

This is the last one. Simple installer to do, go to, read the instruction and do it. Install automatix and install automatixbleeder. How, you know when you get there.

I have a local repository, so I do a little different thing. Before I run automatix and automatix bleeder, I changed the repository to my local repository. The three file that must be modified is:

The 1st file is the original list of repositories file, while the two other will be used by automatix and automatixbleeder as their list.Now, you just run the two apps and install everything.

A little bit more

To make sure that every noob in the planet can do it right, I must explain something:
# means console
sudo is a command to do administrative task, which regular user prohibited.
gedit is an apps to edit plain text.

You could install more apps by using synaptic.Go: System->Administrasi->Synaptic Package Manager. Just click and do.

Must have apps:
1. yakuake -> Quake-like console/terminal.
2. amaroK -> Music player.
3. mplayer -> Multimedia player, but great at playing movie have better handling at certain codec than other player.
4. gaim -> IM, for people that have friends.
5. XGL/Compiz/CGWD -> this is the future. (check

The rest is desirable.

Less people know that it's just a matter changing your status from a student into unemployment.