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I was late at night. The time was midnight and I tried to take any public transportation. I was in Pondok Kelapa, so the usual public transportation already off. So, I tried to find a taxi cab or maybe an Ojek (It's an informal public transportation where a person in motorcycle takes you where ever you want). At last, I find a ride to get home. It was an Ojek. The person who rode it was a man in middle age around 35 to 40s. I doubted him though. He only got one helmet and wasn't wearing it. But, I had no choice but to ask his service. He took my offer and we went. The night is humid. The long we went, less people sighted and at some point we were the only one on the road. We talked some and then we stopped talking. I was really exhausted and really wanted to be in the house immediately. So, I took him into shortcut. It was a path road. The path was empty also. I felt the driver was worried about how far we went from the main road to get here. So, I tried to cheer him, "uda...

I am the most updated mind installed on my brain. It still devel version though it is sometime usable. Changelog MyMindz 2.1.0: - Added new theme Anthusiast - Fix broken symlink _heart called by tragedy() - Fix malloc() leaks in trust() - Fix trust_friend(). - Fix missing function depend_on_God(*) - Partially fix missing function remedy() - Fix non-static context keeping up in struct _heart where it still contain a lost of a dear friend. Though this is still a workaround. TODO: - Undocumented lost of a function to happiness() - Lost symlink of static smile. - Missing function of desire(). Workaround is to undo the function desire() where the version 1.x.x still the best. The orig function was dismissed in 2.0.0-alpha1. We are working to get it right again by asking the former dev. The other option is to rewrite the function from scratch. enjoy!

God created Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve.

If I had a son/daughter asking: "Father, what is your dream?" Then I should say: Child, everyone is having their own dreams. Some want to be rich, some with the jobs that keep them floating among the stars. But to me, the every day where I could hug your mother and having myself watch over you, be proud and always be there for you and mommy, have time to play with you, have me by your side at your first day at school, even I can always come to your school attends. Child, listen... To see you and mommy smile all the time is my dream. What is your dream? ~TooMuchHanaYoriDango

Hmm.. though it is basbang, I was shocked with the acquisition of Sleepy Cat by Oracle. (http://www.oracle.com/corporate/press/2006_feb/sleepycat.html) After the InnoDB, now the BerkeleyDB. Guess the next thing will be the end of MySQL AB as an independent company. Oracle will have a stand ground againsts the MySQL AB. Since the MySQL AB is not American company (or is it?), Oracle are not obligated to keep the competition (cmmiw). So, Oracle will have two choice left: diminishing it by tolling it's MySQL Server or acquire MySQL AB. If the first, Oracle must convince the Open Source Community by releasing lite version (or politely Community Edition) of OracleDB to win their hearts. Oracle already an ally of that community. They will easily offer a new breed of Oracle Lite and slowly consume the market of MySQL AB. MySQL AB will die soon because of the licensing issue of their famous engines. I think it will ended the last option where the MySQL AB will give up gracefully and become ...

As I watched my friends recently, I have thinked about myself lately. Some of them are in the mids of fire of love. But, it turns out that they are burned within the flame and made them ashes of theirselves. Truly, how does it feel to love? How is it feel rejected? Coz, I'd only came from the other side... My insensitivity have hurted someone... TO ALL THE LADIES I HAVE REJECTED BEFORE, I, A WORTHLESS JERK, AM SORRY... REALLY.. REALLY.. SORRY. PS: Dad, pls don't asked our relatives to be a matchmaker... I know, I'd failed in 3rd Semester to met your terms....

Still means not moving. Still means keep on a state. Still means not asking much. Still means trust strive in every words. Still means not having debate over and over. Still means listen... Do you still love me?

When I watched Fighting Temptation in HBO on Sunday, there is a character that gave me a deep view about myself and how should I see people. The character is an old hag which always growls and intimidates people. Worst, she dictating the Pastor! She always said that Church Choir mustn't include any immoral people. "No, Churches must keep their congregation clean and we ain't need those pathetic souls to desecrate our Church!" -- That's the point I've got from her. Guess what... in the end, the old hag kicked out from the team. Evenmore, she flawed worst! Her husband actually runaway from her faulty mouth. Well, if I can remember, there are flaws in any aspect of my life. If I could describe my character as a person that sometimes arogant and comes with undecent talk of words. If I list all of my history, I feel ashamed to be born. But, as far as can see, my friends never neglected me. Not even once! (Especially Friend From Above ^_^) They accepted me as myself...