Lose Sight of A Vision
I found this is normal. When we were little children, our parents took care of our necessity. They made sure our lives well. We got educations and well fed. As a bonus, we could get what we desire.
As we grow older, responsibility comes. One by one, the newbie life support lines unplugged. In times, we are expected to be a pro, responsible for our own and maybe (if life permits) others.
But, what are we? Just sheep with low field of sight. None can predict a future. Not a single thing can be told about it. Just a ferocious feeling that we want to keep exist.
It grows despair, greed and self-conceited. Taking its toll on people. It takes dreams one by one from one's life. It clouds one mind into thinking oblivion. It's hard to think benevolence nowadays.
This is a grave matter and many would come up with their solutions. But, As a Christian I meditate to this:
"God that made the entire universe with detailed part of Higgs-Bosson to forms the big Quasars; whom forsake his own son for salvation; called me his child."
He provides everything for me.