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I love watching Farah Quinn cooking show while taking a meal. It gives an aura to people that I might have an interest to other. Over the years I have always asking people by genuinely asking what is it a man seek from a woman. Honestly, I don't know and it seems people around me feels like it was a joke. Sometimes, people think I'm weird. And some people think that was a problem. That aside, what I love from Farah Quinn and why I rooted from her is because she defy the thing that lately being bombarded into the mind of young woman: having a white skin is a standard for beauty. Gosh! A beauty is a beauty, not because of her skin color but of her charm.

Every time I, if not all of us, think of ego, we would see it as something stands between us and progress. A man died on a movie, a lover turned down and a family broken apart. I can pick many examples of how it had successfully killed relationships. Then, I asked myself, "why God implemented ego in human?" As I walked down toward a heavy road of life, I can see why He did that. It wasn't because He was playing with the devil that he implemented that part so human can become a Pandora box. It wasn't about the start of becoming light so human can kill that ego. Ego wasn't part of the test in the very beginning. It was supposed to be a defensive mechanism. A part that should made you strong. Few days ago I confessed to my gathering, I am beginning to waver. I have been weakened over and over. There are times when I asked myself, "have I chose the right thing?" It's not that I don't need money. It's not that I don't w...

It's hard sometimes to be a Bataknese and a computer enthusiast. There are pluses and minuses to have these traits. Sometimes, people misunderstands. My Batak face makes me safe in my journey. It seems that many won't dare make a eye contact with me. I guess that made my journey enjoyable because nobody dare to get my nerve. Some bad people also seems get this idea that I have something in my sleeve that they think it would be wise to not barge my day. But, this trait has a flaw, normal people also afraid to start a talk with me. I have to put a smile to make my face not frightening. Sometimes I can't smile and people would feel intimidated. I have to live up with it that I am scary without the smile. The second trait is a Computer enthusiast or known as geek -- though I am deliberately not using this term because it's known fact that geek, like hacker, had shifted from the original meaning. Nowadays, hipsters that can use vintage effect and gadgets always call th...

TL;DR Every time one has a look on the  methods to prove science, one would think that believing in God is not as silly as it seems. Error Confidence How does modern science providing the evidence of one's theory? By using the formula on the experiment with error confidence and it's not 100%. Even so, science people would happily accept the result if it could be proved by others. Why would people still accept a science fact despite the error it might carry? I think there are two things that made that: 1) the deviation of error is little enough that it could be neglected; and that's because 2) no human-made machine known to the modern world could have precision of infinite. Then how you justify that the science is right? Science would relaxed the evidence with error confidence. But, it put a strict rule: the experiments should be repeated by other fellow scientists. Fellow scientists then verify his/her experiments are applicable and then approve that science. ...